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Ex-Giants coach Tim Flannery details bout with depression in HEADSTRONG

Ex-Giants coach Tim Flannery details bout with depression in HEADSTRONG

Depression isn't selective. It can hit any one of us at any time without warning.

Whether you're a major league baseball coach, high school teacher, stock trader or something else, depression isn't picky and it is hell on whoever it hits.

Former Giants coach Tim Flannery detailed his own bout with depression after the death of his father for the NBC Sports documentary "HEADSTRONG: Mental health and sports."

"When you're out there all alone, in cities away from support, it's really easy to have your mind go a different route and convince you of a whole bunch of things," Flannery said. "Because people lose their families, they lose themselves in the demand of the schedule and the demand of trying to win. 

"It's difficult. There was a year in [1999] after my dad passed away -- he died viciously of Alzheimer's and he was 73 years old," Flannery continued. "I was dealing with that every day then coaching in the big leagues every night. After that year, I went into a chemical depression where I couldn't get out of bed for 13 months. I was chronic fatigue.

"I didn't think I was ever going to get well again. Alone, weeping, medicating. It's not actually just the game but it's all that comes with it that people don't see that causes other reactions. But you've got to find a way to stay healthy."

For Flannery, it was his love of music that helped him during his bout with depression and throughout his playing and coaching career.

"If I didn't have my music, that saved me night after night," Flannery said. "Music therapy you realize what it does to you -- makes you feel really good. My music is my way to help others through performing. The music's been a great friend and it's gotten better and better and better. Just like anything else, you have to do the reps, you got to do the shows, you got to play the games, you got to play over and over and over to get to a point where you look back and you realize that if you work hard and if you prepare and if you dream -- some of those dreams can come true."

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You can watch all of the "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" vignettes right here. The full documentary will be playing all month on NBC Sports Bay Area and NBC Sports California.

Check our channel listings page for times and dates.

How to watch HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports on NBC Sports Network

How to watch HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports on NBC Sports Network

Mental health in sports in an important topic that rarely is discussed. Often times, players, fans and media alike are too focused on wins, losses, stats and milestones to see or discuss how players cope with the immense amount of stress that comes with being a professional athlete. 

In NBC Sports' new documentary "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" athletes do their best to try to change the narrative surrounding mental health and sports. Joe Thornton, Charles Haley, Kevon Looney and other athletes from around the country open about their own personal battles with depression, anxiety, addiction and other mental health issues they fought while playing the sport they love and continue to fight.

"HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" has been running all November long on the NBC Sports family of networks and it will air again Wednesday night on NBC Sports Network following Flyers vs. Blue Jackets on "Wednesday Night Hockey."

You can watch all of the "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" vignettes right here and can check out Devin Setoguchi and Sydel Curry-Lee appear on a panel at the NBC Sports Bay Area studios to discuss the film right here.

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Here's when and how to watch "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" on NBC Sports Network:

When: Wednesday, Nov. 27, at 7:30 p.m. PT
TV Channel: NBC Sports Network

Peter Mayfield shows healing powers of mountain climbing in HEADSTRONG

Peter Mayfield shows healing powers of mountain climbing in HEADSTRONG

To the outside world, mountain climbing seems stressful.

But for Peter Mayfield, founder and executive director of Gateway Mountain Center, scaling the walls of Yosemite is a form of therapy.

"I spent a lot of time alone in nature," Mayfield said in a segment during NBC Sports' documentary, "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports." "I do big, solo trips along the spine of the Sierra. I'll cross-country ski for 36 hours and cover 40 miles."

Now Mayfield is paying it forward by using mountain climbing as a way to help teenagers and young adults overcome traumatic events.

"From the age of 15, I was committed to helping people access this sport," Mayfield said. "And as an instructor and a guide, early on, I understood how profoundly transformative this experience was. Immersive experiences in mountain environments really change people."

In the documentary, which can be seen on NBC Sports Bay Area, Mayfield can be seen teaching students how to descend over a ledge.

"When a young person, who has had a really traumatic background, strengthens their sense of self, their self-awareness grows, their self-efficacy grows and their behavior changes," Mayfield said. "They're able to really improve or be healed."

You can watch all of the "HEADSTRONG: Mental Health and Sports" vignettes right here. The full documentary will play all month on NBC Sports Bay Area and NBC Sports California.

Check our channel listings page for times and dates.